Jiwa seorang minimalist
Kau yang ku puja,
Kau yang ku cinta,
Kau tak sedar,
Hati ini, Kau yang punya.
Kau jauh di mata,
Kau entah di mana,
Kau ku cari di serata dunia,
Malangnya, Kau sudah berpunya.
Kepala sudah berpina,
Hati gundah gulana,
Badan resah gelisah,
Mengheret diri yang hampa.
Kau pergi tak berpesan,
Kau hilang dalam kepekatan,
Sudah jadi asam dan garam,
Hidup ini, ada aku seorang.
ps: Chin up boy.
Mungkin kamu malu,
Mungkin kamu segan,
Mungkin kamu takut,
Mungkin juga kamu risau.
Aku tahu bukan mudah,
Lepaskan segala terbuku di hati,
Lebih lagi khabar sedih,
Mampukah aku harungi?
Biarkan ia berlalu,
Biarkan minda dibelenggu,
Biarkan hati nangis sedu,
Biarkan masa jadi penentu.
Ketahuilah,
Di sebalik senyum tawa mu,
Ada orang mendoakanmu,
Di sebalik tangisan mu,
Ada orang sedia menunggu.
Yang pasti kini, bukanlah aku.
ps: Every beginning has an ending.
It was a tough decision.
Thanks for everything.
Hope you find what you’re looking for.
ps: I can write a thousand words to explain my thoughts, a thousand more on how I feel, a thousand more apologies, but I won’t let you dive deep and think what I think, feel what I feel and sorry for everything.
pss: Oh well… *sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
I’ve got to breathe, you can’t take that from me
Cause it’s all that you left that’s mine
You had to leave and that’s all I can see
But you told me your love was blind
There are times
You’re so impossible
And you will find
Someone worth walking on when you ask me to go
Take a breath and there it goes
I’ll be outside of your window
I’ll pass by but I’ll go slow
I’ll leave when the wind blows
….
ps: Nay!
It looms at the top of mind,
As the thought of you unwinds.
Your voice is a bliss,
Something I definitely miss.
I wonder if any of this is real,
About the things that I truly feel.
Should I tell her, should I not?
It’s definitely one thing I can’t resist.
As I curled up in my bed,
I gave it another thought.
Staring at this empty wall,
I hope she’ll give me a call.
…
ps: I should sleep on it.
I’m reaching for you,
but my arms aren’t long enough.
I’m running to you,
if I could go a little faster.
I’m crying to you,
but I can’t hear my own voice.
I am waiting for you,
and trying not to fall asleep now.
I’m clumsily dancing away this fear,
I’m stumbling closer to you,
I’m tumbling over my pride,
I will be a fool for you.
…
ps: Lifehouse – Fool.. nice!
I think this is by far the best unselfish post I have ever written.
Everytime I read it, tears would fill my eyes.
Is it me, or does everyone else awed themselves once in a while?
